sooooo depressed

Some days it hits you *BAM* I'm not normal, I don't have things under control, I don't know what to do. Sometimes I just get in this stuck mode. I freak out about whats going on in my life and I can't seem to get ahead. There's too much to think about and accomplish that I'm just ready to throw in the towel and be done. I'm really sick of that. I want to know that I have things figured out and I'm ready to face everything. I'm going to fight this. I'm not going to just let my body fall apart and not do anything about it. I guess I have to be willing to do a thousand "trial & errors" to figure out what's up.

For now I just need to keep my head up, enjoy what's going on in my life.