moral
| of, pertaining to, or concerned with the principles or rules of right conduct or the distinction between right and wrong; ethical: moral attitudes. |
| expressing or conveying truths or counsel as to right conduct, as a speaker or a literary work; moralizing: a moral novel. |
expectation
| . | the act or the state of expecting: to wait in expectation. |
| the act or state of looking forward or anticipating. |
| an expectant mental attitude: a high pitch of expectation. |
Keeping within my morals and then expecting everyone else to be along the same lines as I am is two different subjects at hand. I've gotten myself so mixed up with guys because I'd expect so much greatness out of them... although this is not such a bad thing, it's creating an unrealistic platform for them to reach. I can't help it, but it's entirely unfair. In the end the result of it all is just a broken hearted me..
So today, taking it into a different context...it was my Birthday. I expected nothing. Past birthdays have been filled with unsatisfying party's, lame gifts, and a step father unexpectedly leaving the house. I expect it to be so great and for everything to go my way. It is so controlled that I don't want anything to go wrong, but instead it seems like everything goes haywire.
Today? Such a great day. I let it flow..I let it be. I didn't really care about anything. Anything that was thrown my way was good. I loved it. I really appreciated my roommies today, and this week. I think that they just really care. I don't think they'll ever understand how much they mean to me and how much simple streamers and a gluten-free cake makes me feel like a million bucks. Friendship has never been so meaningful until now.
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